“The Drummer Boy of Shiloh” is an artfully written short story which takes place right before the battle of (surprise) Shiloh during the Civil War. It’s about a young drummer boy named Joby who feels that he is unable to make a difference in the war or fulfill the high expectations he has set for himself, fueled by his “firm and fiery family devotion.”
Hopeful and young, Joby runs away to join the army, and until this time, has never realized how horrible and scarring the war can be. Overwhelmed by his insecurity and fear, Joby begins to cry. I know that if I were asked to fight in a war I’d be terrified, and I’d certainly never be brave enough to run away from home for that purpose; my 5 year old sister can intimidate me with a blink.
The general, hearing Joby’s cries, talks to him (or maybe rants) about his place in the war.
“You are the heart of the army. The general of the army when the general’s left behind.” He tells Joby of how awful war is, how none of the soldiers are ready. He teaches Joby that people like him can inspire others, help them gain the confidence to fight, and avoid becoming victims of war’s destruction.
War creates loneliness, death, lack of confidence, and (even worse, what many of the soldiers are ailed with in the story) deluded confidence. People can come out hardened, bitter and shell-shocked. But it also can create a great colonel, a strong fighter, a brave drummer boy. People die in war, and the rest come out changed.
If fighting is bad, and war is worse, than those who fight in war have got to be pretty spiffin’strong.
In “The Drummer Boy of Shiloh,” Joby learns this—how much of a difference he can make and how strong he has to be( or as the general thinks, will be) to make that difference. People, in general, become stronger as a result of their experiences, which may not be as destructive as war, but can be just as personally scarring.